Friday, 7 December 2012

I Learnt....

Life, sorry time has taught me lessons, specific ones that I cannot forget, let alone, remind my subconscious to  refill the same with a magnitude to forget. I must jot down,  before I allow my ever wandering mind to forget, the lessons of a lifetime as they are!

  • People build too many worlds and not enough Bridges, ; 
  • It's funny: people who know the least about you, have the most to vomit.
  • One can have anything; if one can sacrifice all; (life will gift you all the bitter experiences for the arousal of your consciousness)
  • To remember, we must FORGET! 
  • We meet people for Reason, in my case: LESSON.
  • People criticize you for being different, but deep down the psycho-Neuro chess obscure, they desire they had the courage to be like YOU.!
  • It's better to be alone, solitary than being like them (best friends) who lack a "self" slave mentality!
  • What does not kill you; makes you Iron strong, at times so much that people consider you to be cold, emotionless! 
  • Some barricades are forever, one of the self; no-one dares to cross, no-one desires to undress your conscience, and make love to your thoughts,: what consumes my mind; controls my life.  
  • Life operates by the fuel of loneliness, despite all the opiates,
  •  The shrill tinsel gaiety of "parties" without the sense of purpose, the false grinning faces we all wear.
  •  And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter - they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long.
  • You and I are like islands in the sea, separate on the surface, but connected in the deep: To you from me

  • It's better to keep silent than tell others how exactly you feel! They can hear you, but not understand.
  •   One day you suddenly realize you can share no more. You have become quiet. .. Like a cancer silence  grows!
  • Welcome to the lost world! You are on your way to neurotic traumas. They kill you: memorize every moment, yet you can't cry, you can't share. And they start calling you STRONG, INDIFFERENT. 
  • There's a difference between loss and lack. The emptiness inside is less, and the vanishing of the essence itself with all its magnitude and decrepitude is lacking. Lack is the absence of the whole. I desire a lack of memory.  
  • You need to be where you belong, err, Homelands... take me home.
  • It's hard to let go, when someone is a Part of you.
  • I belong to someplace else, some other world;  nothing else matters. 
  • Chance encounters keep what us going.
  • It's too easy to be strong, it's hard to be vulnerable. Vulnerability breathes life, makes you love, trust. 
  • Wild, irreparable grief? Unquestioning acceptance? Complete integration? Yes, I dwell amidst these..
  • Silence is the only peace

More to come.


Arpita Paul said...

What really attracts me to ur blog posts is the fact how dexterously you present the bitter realities of life in such a fantastic way, that many of ur readers (male & female) can actually RELATE to your subjects, or your topics....

Very true facts like the unfair criticism of people when we are different, importance of solitude & a possessing a world of one's own & keeping ur secrets to urself, ... these are extremely delicate but again the truth. And Im in love with ur line, "You and I are like islands in the sea, separate on the surface but connected in the deep: To u from me" :)WOW!

Antigone = bohemian rhapsody! said...

Arpita the journey of Life is a journey towards confluence. putting on a face to meet the faces. i only write my heart out. And the rest is silence. Let silence speak! Man discovered the symbols of communication and yet had to build bridges! there lies the essence and failure of communication and language!